Lawfluencer barrister quits criminal bar for happiness

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Taz Aldeek says he wants to start ‘living for today’

Taz Aldeek

A YouTubing junior barrister has gone public with his decision to quit his job as a prosecutor after two years.

Legal Cheek readers may recognise Sheffield Uni law graduate Taz Aldeek, who until recently was an advocate for the Crown Prosecution Service (CPS). We spotlighted him in 2023 as a lawfluencer to watch, thanks to his popular YouTube channel, where he shares everything from pupillage application tips to insights into life as a barrister.

But Aldeek has now taken to LinkedIn to reveal he’s quit his “childhood dream” after deciding to “to put myself and not the job first”.

In a candid post, the 31-year-old explained how he had “spent [his] 20s chasing what felt like an impossible goal, only to achieve it and decide to walk away less than two years into the role”.

Aldeek reflected on his time as a prosecutor, saying he “loved being a prosecutor, working alongside truly passionate professionals within the criminal justice system”, and that “advocating for victims of crime, in court, gave me a deep sense of fulfilment”.

But the demands of life at the criminal bar soon took their toll. The work, he admitted, was “all consuming”, leaving little room for friends, family, or rest.“Towards the end I was tired of living a career centric life where I was always on the clock, early starts, late finishes, sacrificing evenings & weekends,” he wrote.

After “several months of mental tug of war”, Aldeek said he realised he needed to reprioritise, choosing happiness as his guiding factor. “Letting go was necessary to create space for other areas of my life to flourish,” he said. “It also meant a fundamental change in thinking and moving away from working for tomorrow to start living for today.”

Despite his decision, Aldeek stressed that being a criminal barrister “will always be one of the highest honours of my life” and paid tribute to colleagues “fighting for justice each and every day, often at great personal and professional sacrifice, in the face of harrowing conditions, inside a system on the brink of collapse”.

Looking ahead, he described the future as “uncertain but that’s ok”, adding that “the unknown is the perfect place to find something new and to begin the process of redirection”.

Aldeek’s post triggered an outpouring of support. “You pursued your dream and achieved it,” wrote criminal lawyer Paige Tugby. “It is sad to hear you’re leaving the criminal bar, however, you have inspired so many and should be incredibly proud.”

“Hearing all of the grief that comes with stepping away from something you’ve loved and come to identify with so deeply,” another added. “Excited to see how this next chapter unfolds.”

The challenges of working at the criminal bar are well documented. Research earlier this year found that one in three criminal barristers are seriously considering leaving, citing financial pressures, long and stressful hours, and increasing administrative burdens as key concerns.

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Civil Junior - 7 years in

I have huge respect for anyone who pursues a career at the Criminal Bar – equal, if not greater, workload, without the pay.

The first couple of years in practice are gruelling, but that is because it’s the steepest part of the learning curve and your anxiety about doing the right thing for your career is in full swing.

However, it gets better:

1. Remuneration improves;

2. Independence improves, in that you develop the ability to say “no” to your clerks when you previously thought that’d mean the end of your career;

3. Perspective improves, in that you come to realise that this is just a job. Yes, an important job, where the stakes are high, but a job nevertheless. To my mind, more harm than good is done when barristers put the job on a pedestal to the exclusion of all other factors.

When I was about 2 years into practice, I realised after a particularly busy period that I was always thinking about work, and my stress levels were high. I was working back to back weekends and struggled to switch off. At that time, I decided to make a proactive change – I started to say no, I asked for prep days to be booked into my diary, and I judged my capacity based on a 5-day working week (weekend working before a trial is unavoidable, but no reason to be doing paperwork over the weekend).

My theory was that if these changes could not be accommodated, then frankly I would switch careers and do something else, rather than stay on that treadmill for another 30 years. Ultimately, those changes could be accommodated easily, and my practice got stronger.

I respect this individual’s decision to leave the Bar, and I do not profess to understand that pressures of the Criminal Bar, but if anyone at the junior end is reading this comment, then just know that it doesn’t have to be this way. Exercise some agency – if it doesn’t work in your Chambers, then move Chambers. If it doesn’t work in the new Chambers, then consider a switch. But try and make the change at the Bar first.

Future Pupil

This guy was employed though, at the CPS

Civil Junior - 7 years in

Thank you – I didn’t read that.

In which case, the advice above applies to those at the self-employed Bar!

Pippa Robinson

So one would think his life would be easier, but it didn’t seem to be that way…

Anonymous

The CPS is an organisation most obviously characterised by its arrogance and incompetence in equal measure. While it promotes an image of being caring, inclusive, and values-driven, its actions tell a different story: responsibility for repeated errors and flawed decisions is routinely displaced onto advocates. It does not discharge its obligations effectively, mismanages public funds and wastes court time on a daily basis by not meeting deadlines and by not delivering what is required of it, and it does so with apparent nonchalance. It is not fit for purpose.

Anonymous

There are clearly systemic problems, but I think it’s important to acknowledge the context too. The CPS is chronically under-resourced and burdened with unrealistic caseloads, which inevitably creates pressure and mistakes. That said, the duty to maintain high professional standards doesn’t disappear just because resources are stretched. What’s needed is serious investment, stronger leadership, and a culture shift towards transparency and accountability. Without that, the service risks continuing to undermine confidence in the justice system.

Anonymous

I love working at the criminal, here in Ireland. I am just starting fifth year of practice. I hear our UK counterparts are in a tight spot but it’s not all golden here either. Definitely worthwhile, however.

Dubya

If you are working every hour of every weekend at this job – you are doing something wrong. Nobody is that busy. It isn’t simply a case of asking for days out of court. There are easier methods. Doing attendance notes before you go home or back to chambers. Getting up early to work before court rather than working until late at night when you are more tired. Use the evening to switch off, watch telly, spend time with family or play warhammer – you will be more productive for it and will eventually get out of that classic – “I need to finish it before I go to bed” mindset. Be strict with yourself at the weekend. Say to yourself you will get up early Saturday and Sunday and prepare Mondays trial and once you have, stop and spend the day not thinking about work. Work out what you actually need to to to prepare the trial for that day. If you have a trial on a Monday, do you need to prepare every witnesses cross examination – look at the batting order. If you are simply doing a mention, do you need to read every last page of the case? Maybe when you start but as you progress – No. Look what happened in the last few hearings and work out what the issues are going to be. Everyone has their own methods, you will find yours – you have to force yourself to do it. For your sake and for the sake of those around you – because they are more important than the job. When you die you won’t be thinking at the last – if only I had read the entire 1000 pages of that case for a 2 minute hearing – you’ll be thinking of the of the lovely day out you had with your family instead.

Anonymous

To preface, I agree, but it is much easier said than done!

Charlie Chan

When you die I dont think you’ll be thinking anything….hmmm….let alone that wonderful day you had with family.

And before death…you’ll probably have brief of moment of some excruciating pain.

Anon

Whether it is better to get up early or stay up late depends on whether you are naturally a morning or an evening person. You need to do what works for you.

Warhammer

WARHAMMER.

Respect bruv 🙏🏽

Luton HHJ

I love the Warhammer reference. I haven’t engaged in a Warhammer fantasy battle since I was 17. I would love to have a go again. If only my parents hadn’t sold all my Citadel Miniatures…..

A Count

The prosecutorial side can be better funded simply by ending the use of defence solicitors and counsel and moving to a bare bones public defender model and then shifting the savings over.

Anon

It’s already well funded. It’s the defenders who are paid a pittance.

Anonymous

Not in many cases. Have you compared the fees for prosecuting vs defending drug importation? Fees for defending are nigh on 10x as much. You might want to rethink your position.

Brit

You spelled “Count” wrong.

We all know how well the public defender system works in that glorious republic across the pond where poor defendants face the risk of being poisoned, shot, suffocated or electrocuted by their criminal justice systems.

Our system might not be perfect but I’d much rather have the creaking and imperfect status quo than the Twilight-Zone-esque horror story that they have over there.

Britti

You spelled “Count” wrong.

We all know how well the public defender system works in that glorious republic across the pond where poor defendants face the risk of being poisoned, shot, suffocated or electrocuted by their criminal justice systems.

Our system might not be perfect but I’d much rather have the creaking and imperfect status quo than the Twilight-Zone-esque horror story that they have over there.

Anonymous

Life is short.. I qualified as a solicitor in 2002 n didn’t do a day as one once qualified ..It’s thee most snob ridden profession and affected my sanity to the point it was either walk away or kill myself..I had 2 endured the training and exams for 5 years as id started it n hadn’t the ball 2 walk ..a monkey with a good memory could do it actually..the horrors of it ..I’ve survived and am happy despite not much by way of materialism since..but I’m a “time millionair “and don’t have to put up with all that rotten snobbery and Caste system i found in the legal world

Lurd The Third

Lord Harley?

Is that you?

What have you been smoking?

Can I have some?

Charlie Chan

A monkey with a good memory could do it….. hahaha…perhaps. Soon Ai will be taking over.

Mikados Advark

Snobbery? Then why not qualify the hard way as a Barrister? Do you realise how tough it is to become a barrister and then Get pupillage and work through years of hard times? Snobbery? Give us a break.

Mikados

Seriously? Whimp out after two years? It is tough and only the dedicated survive. Barristers at the Criminal Bar are a national asset and don’t get the recognition they deserve.

CrimBob

Speaking from experience, it’s all the admin crap that makes being a criminal barrister in-house a draining experience.

At the independent Bar it’s really not as bad as that.

Still bloody hard work but enjoyable.

Snowball

Surely the issue here is CPS working conditions?

Itchy Wig

‘Lawfluencer’. Good grief. This chap worked hard for sure, but plainly wanted to be at the independent bar so that he could expand his first love, his brand.

The CPS is incompatible with ‘fluencing. He will pop up again doing something that better aligns with the TikyTok generation.

PS: Top work Brit. Beat me to it on the spelling point.

Bigtime

Try working at Sainsbury’s you guys are very funny I love being a clerk

Ravinder

Some of us lasted longer than 2 years and continued to do pro bono because we believe in something bigger than ourselves. We had no social media to go crying to. Just saying…

Jon Lenin

🎶 Imagine there’s no Crown Court…

Easy if you try…

No cells below us…

Above us only pie…

Imagine all the CPS…

Living for today!

Oooh ooooooh! Oooh oooh!

Imagine there’s no numpties…

It isn’t hard to do…

No need for wigs or gowns…

And no Archbold too!

Imagine all the barristers…

Sharing all the port!

Ah haaaa! Ha ha ha.

You may say, I’m a screamer…

Well, I’m not the only one.

I hope some day the sols will join us…

And the professions will be as one!

LawdyLawdy

Unfortunately the CPS is killing its staff and losing some of its best talent due to the unachievable targets and the huge backlog of work. Underfunded and badly managed. It’s a shame Taz didn’t get the opportunity to experience life at the self employed bar.

Dog days are over

This man has obviously chosen or bet on as a career the modern way of tech/social media, influencing and the online sphere over a traditional profession such as prosecuting. You cannot moonlight whilst also doing Law. Frankly, he is a fine case study of those who dream of Law but lack the true heart and minerals to do it. Sorry (not sorry.) The truly dedicated do succeed with time. Everyone at the top can speak of utter dog days once upon a time, long ago.

Tom

The staff should be given 3 days in court, then many could stay in the profession.

If you burn out staff, they will leave. 3 days in court they could balance and work and home life.

Vikrant

People like me are dying to become Barrister and looking for a mentor or law firm to groom, meanwhile those who are in the field are leaving the profession.

Self Love Is The Best Love

Cringe

Ginge

Whinge

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